I have never felt so lost or alone. I’ve never been more loved or cared for by husband. I would have done anything to be the one with no heartbeat that day. I always know exactly how old she should be. I know it wasn’t my fault, but I will never stop believing that I should have been able protected her. I will never go a day without loving her. I will never stop owning my brokenness. I had a miscarriage.The video, I Had a Miscarriage, that inspired this post is linked  below: 

I Had a Miscarriage Video