On Mother’s Day

Happy Mother’s Day to the Mamas of angels & the Moms still waiting. xoxoxoxoxo 

I am blessed by so many people who love & honor the way I chose to be Hope’s Mama. She is a precious part of our lives. She isn’t just a miscarriage or 14 weeks. She is our daughter. She is the answer to so many prayers. We love her fiercely, even though we never got to hold her. We know we will see her again. We love the peace we have that she is with Jesus. We love that she is laughing with my Poppi & snuggling with our kitty Yankee Jane. We know she wants us to be happy. 

Yesterday I opened the most beautiful card. It made my heart so happy to read the exact words I needed at that moment. 


This morning, I woke up to texts & social media posts from dear friends who celebrate Hope with us and know our heartache, who pray for Baby J with us & lovingly support our desire to adopt. 

Today is a difficult day for me, but kind words from loving family and friends help so much. 

Happy Mother’s Day to all the Mamas of angel babies, the Moms struggling with infertility, the Mommies waiting to be untied with their baby through adoption, the Moms who parent through foster care, the birth moms who sacrificed for love, and all the Moms who love and parent children in countless other ways. 

I love you. xoxoxoxoxo


2 thoughts on “On Mother’s Day

  1. This is a difficult time for you, I am praying for grace. I lost my twin boys at 14-15 weeks & I feel they are a part of me also. They would have been Robert & Schoen. I also lost my husband young. I like to think he raised the angel babies & I got the earthly babies. My boys would be 26 this month if they had lived. Crazy things you think of, huh?


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